Longing

[Milady Nythrin]

Zen looked at Orfeo,"...I was... when I was first found to be Nythrin. I didn't want to dissappear, to become just a memory of Nythrin. Now, I accept it more, but for my last years of life, I want to be treated as Zen from Iskilis Town, Gengura, but it can't happen. Even now, I feel that is this body only belonged to my have of my soul, I'd be dead right now....."

Kanika smiled," Something lively, but suit for the night, brother. Something for this hour." She was ready to dance her heart out, since she loved her brother's music so much.

[High Priestess Silver]

"It is a sad fate, I my self have experianced what you have, but I had nothing to worry for I was raised to become what I will at my next birthday." Orfeo said. "The most you can do is live for yourself while you can and don't let anything hold you back, since you have a limitied amount of time as you." Orfeo finished, hoping that eased the girl some. so much like Nythrin and yet not, for she wasn't scared to love someone.

Lucifer nodded. "How about the Deviles Trill then." Lucifer then started playing the first hauntingly beautifull notes of his favorite songe. It was a classic and held such a variety of speads and compicated notes to it that Lucifer had fallen in love with the song almost before he had even heard it.

[Milady Nythrin]

Zen nodded, then continued looking out the window before closing her eyes tight. When she opened them, it was Nythrin's eyes that shown instead. She looked at Orfeo with sorrow,"...She...she told you....my fear..............and what happened in the past..........?" Nythrin was saving energy since if she fully transformed, it would drain her body, giving her a mere 2 minutes to speak act on her own. By only changing one major thing, she has 30 minutes.

"Beautiful," Kanika was dancing to the rythem blissfully, the song warmed her up, the sound of the voilin comforting.

[High Priestess Silver]

Orfeo Nodded his head, his face blank as he held back the longing he felt for the woman before him. "Yes she did. Why do you fear something that you even gave to us demons?" He asked the faintest hint of sorrow in his voice. Silently he waited for her answer in anticipation of both good and bad.

Lucifer quickly lost himself to the music and more passion whent into his playing. The notes became louder and more demanding with each stroke of the strings. His body swayed to the melody that spead up and slowed down in such an elegant dance that even the wind seemed to stop blowing.

[Milady Nythrin]

Nythrin looked down, then back at him,".......I gave it up. I too had those feelings before, when I first.....saw you. I soon started to feel it, and I feared this passion despite i created it. When I first created it, it was for everyone to love, but soon....from the passion grew lust and desire, not real love. Fearing that my purity would be lost to lust, and after many failed attempts to forget, I gave up the power of passion to an ani, a goddess with no power, named Qizenxia, the goddess of passionate love and desire. I soon saw her begin to fall for many, and it scared me and dissapointed me, like that could have been my future..... After that, I was titled a new name, adding to my many titles: Goddess Nythrin of Pure or true love, the ability to love all." Nythrin got up," A long time ago, I did start fall for you, but I feared the passion, which is what you have, and the death of Qizenxia." She looked at him,"For that and my heart, I can not love you like that, Orfeo. Not again. That part of me is gone."

Kanika was losing herself too. She wanted to play the piano to aid her brother's song, but she wanted to dance more, her steps elegant and smooth, but slightly harder and more audible.

[High Priestess Silver]

"You can't live forever with the fear of it not being true love, Nythrin." Orfeo began. "If you truely believed yourself to be inlove then nothing can take your purity away, it's because you know what love is that you could never fall to desier and lust. Nythrin there is so much more to love than passion, so many sides that will never be known unless sought out. Love can be as passionet as fire and yet as calm and gentle as wind blown waves, it can also be as lasting and as infinet as the univers or as short and confined as a blade of grass." He prayed silently as he spoke that she would understand his words and meanings to see she had just brushed the surface of the emotion of love. "Please take a chance and love me once again."

out side the room that the music had yet to penetrate, was a fury of passion for two seperate yet entwined arts. Lucifer played for his sister egging her on with passionet notes for more passionet moves. He was throwing so much of himself into the song that he could no longer distinguish if he was a seperate entity from the melody anymore. It carried his soul on short sharp measures as cutting as a blade and as vibrent as a red rose.

[Milady Nythrin]

".......................I can't. I'm sorry," Nythrin shook her head," It maybe so, but don't you think I have other reasons yet to be revealed? Unless, Zen remembers more, I'll speak of no more...." She looked down,"...............But I will say this: I've seen what that love does to others. It.........do you know what I mean about the lost of my purity. It's the purity of being a goddess. I lose it...and I......I will..... become different from what I am ment to be..." Nythrin leaned up against the wall and said in a somewhat whisper,"...Why.........? Your love...............is so strong....... And just over me Why can't you love another who feels that love in her heart..?"

Kanika felt that her body, ever since she was born was ment to dance forever. Her steps became for elegant, yet harder and more rythmic. She had not even realized that, at this moment in time, their were other people, not just the music, dancing, and her and her brother.

[High Priestess Silver]

"because they are not you." He said simply. He couldn't stop himself from reaching up and gently curessing her cheek. "And how are you sure that maybe this is what you where ment to be and not annother way?" He argued back trying to get her to see past her fear and to finally see the beauty of love. Even him as a demon fround it to be radiant and soemthing to be charished. Faintly threw the wall and the slight cracks in the door teh violin finally breached the room and it's quick passionet music, though faint, was enough to have Orfeo continue. "Listen to the music the one that plays is filled with such love for it that they could never have another mistress that gives them a reason to live each day." he knew who it was out side the door and he was glade that his attendants where unconsiouly assissting him in his endevor.

Lucifer could not help but dace with his sister in a way while he played. He would step up and circle his sister almost as if he was preforming a tango, without touching his partner. It was a sight to see as his eyes where almost on fire with love for the music.

[Milady Nythrin]

Nythrin turned and looked at him, her eyes starting to get what he was saying. She then stopped. The love she tried so hard to get rid of many, many years ago started to try and break in her heart. Her eyes flashed back and forth from her eyes to Zen's at a rapid pace out of fear of how the music and his words, despite him being a kid," No.......! No! I can't do it, Belveirah!!" Her eyes went back to Zen's completly. Zen gasped at the suddent change back, then passed out (Zen passes out a lot because how much power flows through her every time Nythrin takes over).

Kanika felt how her brother was dancing with her, her dance becoming similiar to his, just like how he wasn't touching her to dance duetly.

[High Priestess Silver]

Orfeo Caught her once again before she fell to the ground and placed her back on the bed. while he was alone in the room with only a sleeping girl he alowed himself to show more of his emotions. Pain, Saddness, fear, longing and love where just some of the emotions he felt he could not show to Nythrin due to his own fear that if she ever did see them he was sure she would believe he was finally about to move on, but he could never do that, no matter how much pain it put him threw or how many times his heart broke, he couldn't give up on her. "Please my love, do not fear me." He whispered brokenly to the sleeping girl. the music from outside the door softened as the song neared it's end enphasizing his whispered plee.

Though the song neared it's end more passion than ever seemed to flow from Lucifer as each note and step he took lead closer and closer to it's end. he was so absorbed by it that by the time it did end he was panting for breath and shaking from the remaining emotions from the song.

[Milady Nythrin]

Zen wouldn't wake up due to how much energy Nythrin used from her body. Instead she started to cry silent tears in her sleep.

Kanika to was panting. She her eyes closed to feel the emotions more.

[High Priestess Silver]

he had turned before she had begun to cry and headed to the door unknowingly. His body, though small, reminded one of a tired man who had spent many years fighting and had yet to stop. He opened the door and called to Lucifer and kanika, who he new was keeping watch outside. "Lucifer, Kanika Come here." he demanded, straightening up right before he had opened the door. Lucifer Nodded his head and strolled into the room. "I need you and your sister to watch over Milday's reincarnation untill she wakes up. I saddly must preform some for of work today, no matter how trivial it may seem to me." Orfeo explained. As much as he wanted to stay there with the love of his life, he was still a king and thust he had responcibilities he had to take care of.

[Milady Nythrin]

"Of course, your Majesty," Kanika bowed as he went past. She went inside the room and began her duty set before her,".....So this is the new body of Milady Nythrin......" She looked up at her brother, waiting for him to close the door and get in here.

[High Priestess Silver]

Lucifer was not happy with the job set before him but since it was given to him by their lord there wasn't much he could do about it. Once Orfeo left lucifer closed the doors and ploped down onto a chair. "It seemes our lord has stopped our fun sister and he couldn't even leave us with a servant or two to keep us from boredom." he sighed in his agittation at being in a room with someone he was forbidden from tourmenting.

[Milady Nythrin]

Kanika smiled," obviously, as always you can't take this." She looked like she was about to laugh," Use one of mine then brother." She snapped her fingers, and a middle aged man appeared from the smoke. He looked around confused. "Go wild, brother," Kanika knew her brother would go crazy if he had no one to play with. Plus she didn't want him to turn to that since it annoyed her. She looked back down at Nythrin,"...Though I feel your pain. I want to look inside Milady's mind so badly.."